Blarg du Jour

So tonight is the late night Naxx run.  As of last night we had 7 sign ups with at least 1 more possibility.  Having to pug 2-3 people really isn’t half bad for our guild.  I just wish I was more into the run.


Last night I was tired.  I was tired and kind of pissed.  When my sweetie logged off for the night I took off and grabbed some bad food from Denny’s, because where else can you get cheese sticks late at night?  Then came home and took a long hot bath.  By the time I logged on it was almost 10 pm.  I had planned to only do my cooking dailies and then log off.  Turns out Andrew and Heleva were just about to do the tourney dailies.  Score for me, I guess.  I just wasn’t into it.


What I really wanted to do last night was  make an undead warlock and just play for a few hours.  I didn’t though.  With all of our leadership gone I feel like I have to log on.  Mis has mentioned in the past that he feels the Vets are officers, which is all fine and dandy, but the vast majority of them in our guild don’t realize this, or just don’t want the responsibility.  I don’t mind the responsibility, but most of the time I feel like I am alone in things.  Other than 1 other person in the guild, I don’t feel like I am resented, or if I am then I am completely oblivious to it.  I don’t feel like I am burned out from the game, I just want to do something else in it.  I want to play my horde warlock who is sitting at 33 and glaring at me.  She is a BE, they kind of do that.


Sometimes it feels like a job, but it usually doesn’t bug me overmuch.  It is more like a job that you want to have.  One that you have fun doing.  And I do have fun doing it.  I enjoy it.


Several people have mentioned to me lately that I spend too much time with WoW.  I guess I do, but really what harm is there?  I am not married.  My sweetie is on the other side of the country.  I don’t have kids.  I go to work every day.  My apartment is messy, but it isn’t dirty.  I just spend my free time playing WoW.  That’s where I socialize, where I have fun.  My friends from back home don’t play.  They tease me about me playing, but usually just leave me alone about it.  Same with my mom.  Although she claims she wont call me on the weekends anymore because she doesn’t want to interrupt my “raids” despite me telling her that I only raid on Saturday night.


I’m not sure where this rant is coming from, or where I am going with this.


I just really don’t want to do Naxx tonight.

4 Comments (+add yours?)

  1. Nitedragon
    Nov 19, 2009 @ 12:45:09

    sorry we’ve made you the interim GL while Mis is out. i don’t mind being an “officer” or having the responsibiily. the only issue i have is my time of play. as you know i was gone for 2 months and i’m not sure how much longer i’ll be playing after my family gets out here.

    i don’t know any of the wrath raids. i’ve been in naxx twice but only parts of it. back in BC i got to know Kara pretty well, but still didn’t think i had the knowledge to actually lead the raid. you know the saying lead, follow or get out of the way, i tend to just get out of the way.

    as far as the run tonight, if you don’t wanna go, don’t. it would be nice to have you there, but not if you’re not up to it and won’t be you’re nice cheerry self.


    • koalabear21
      Nov 19, 2009 @ 12:51:50

      It isn’t being made the interim GL that has me down, I actually enjoy it, and frankly if Mis decides to never come back, I might just take everything over lol.

      I don’t mind doing Naxx tonight to help you guys. I said I would, and I still will, I am not going to back out at the 11th hour. Sunday’s run just really soured me on Naxx, but the group we have going tonight is always a blast.

      Knowing Vel & Andrew, there will be hilarity abounding, and I am kind of looking forward to that part of it.

      PS – thanks for calling me nice 😀


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